He does not get it.

I tell him not to do something so simple. And not only does he do it the very next day, he doesn't tell me, he does it for someone else, and he does it more then once. It takes two seconds to text me and say hey, I've done this, I have the money to replace it, don't be shocked when you check the bank!

 I took the 5 kids out today alone for 5 hours. Walked to the EYC, then mall, then library and finished off tat the centophe part. What a trip.

Marie-Claude is being a bitch. I hate to say it about a 10 year old but she is. Purposely walking just far enough away for it to look like she isn't with us, not listening, making a mess, being rude to people, whining about shit that doesn't matter or she did to herself like carrying her bag when I told her before we left if you take it, it's your job to carry it. Luc kept wondering off on the way home and I ended up needing to use the toddler handle rope for him at 9! ADHD sucks ass. They both forgot their meds this morning. It showed. When Luc was staying put he wouldn't shut up until I told him 4 times. I did it kindly but still. 4 TIMES. Victoria-Lynn was pretty good I guess, what helped, and Francis slept almost the whole walk home, during the library, and part of the mall. HE woke up at the park then Marie-Claude put him in direct line of the fountain spray and it freaked him out so she and everyone else RAN OFF leaveing him there for me to go get him crying. WTF man seriously. I told them they didn't go near the fountain again or we leave. So when they went to it again we left.

Right now I think my blood pressure is getting too high. I keep getting headaches, blurry vision and my stress level is fucking sky high.

Better quality of life?

Hello,

I've worked the last 4 nights. 3 of them, the last 3, I helped closed the restaurant. Each day adding something new to my working load. Last night I was on my own for about half my night for the first time. Only 3 work days under my belt and I'm left to prepare food alone. Trust or short staffed? Every meal I prepared I was over thinking in my head what to put on it... and messed up a couple times. But it was caught before the food was given out. But now I'm more nervous for when I am totally alone. I don't even know when my next shift is.

We go today for VictoriaLynn's allergy retesting and bringing her and all the others, but the oldest, with us. We are hoping to do some food shopping, some costume shopping and enjoy a nice little trip.  I'm nervous about the test. That they will find things we didn't know about or, they will say there are no allergies, and we will be back to square one with what the heck is wrong with her.

Amity had a doctor's appointment yesterday, she's being sent to a neuro for her lip drooping and her eye lid. She also had physio for her turned in foot, and she still needs insoles and will be getting her entire leg from foot to hip taped next visit in two weeks. So more nervousness there obviously.

I think I've slept between 12 and 14 hours in 4 days. Between work, babies and nerves, lol. Hubby was suppose to be called in yesterday, today and tomorrow, and hasn't been yet for either yesterday or today. Ottawa should be lots of fun! Amity is cranky as heck. She is slapping me right now and keeps hitting things on the keyboard.